Still Waiting

Well, it's almost been 3 months since the boys were born. Some days are good and some are bad. I still haven't been able to wear make-up for fear of having mascara streaks if the tears fall.
Lately we've been waiting on the boys' grave marker to come. I think once it is here it might make things a little easier. Right now it's just really hard going to spend a few minutes here and there looking at a dead patch of grass the wonderful cemetery doesn't care about. It's amazing the expense of the lots and they do not even take good care of the yards. I guess you only think about it when it's all you have.

The place we ordered the marker from says it should come in next Friday and they will set it sometime between the 18th and 23rd. I can't wait to see it. We had a bronze casting of the footprints done that will be on it.

We will see.