2010 Memorial Race Donations

2010 Memorial Race Donations
Taking BABY STEPS to mend broken hearts

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Twilight 11/21/08

Twilight was fun. It was a little funny because Edward (I heart him) was comical and you could hear the teenagers girl giggle. Why weren't they in school? I have no idea. I guess this was a special occasion.

All in all the movie was good. Jacob was a little disappointing - I didn't picture him to look like that. I liked Charlie. Alice was cute. The make-up reminded me a little of Edward Scissorhands. It stinks having to wait on the others to come out.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Some excitement - FINALLY!


I'm counting the hours down...

Twilight comes out in a few hours. Me and mom are going to see it tomorrow at 1. I'm leaving work early so I won't be stuck with the teenagers texting and talking on their cell phones the entire movie. If you are a Twilight fan, you may or may not know what this cake is about to the left. I made it for a friend of mine's daughter. She's into graphic design and she "jazzed" up this picture of the Paramore singer. FYI - they are a band on the soundtrack for Twilight so I thought this went perfect with my post.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

How do I do it?


Honestly this day (April 15, 2008) is all a blur, but I can't explain how a hug like this makes you feel. Many, many days have passed since the boys funeral. I can't tell you how many times Cary's wrapped his arms around me like this to comfort me. This is how I make it each day.
And at night? a little Lunesta doesn't hurt! (thanks butterfly)

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

It's so simple?

It's been about a month since we found out our IVF transfer didn't take. Since then, we went to see the doc for our follow up visit. Just as I expected: he let us know the test was negative (like we don't remember that every day!), gave no answers (which I guess by this point I shouldn't expect any), and told us we could try with the frozen embryos whenever we wanted (forget the fact that we forked out thousands since last NOVEMBER and are so emotionally drained from it all) That simple.

It's very hard knowing when to try again. There is that constant fear.

Halloween was a bit strange. I love seeing all the kids dressed up in their costumes. I did not particularly enjoy being invited to churches for "trunk-or-treat." Not that I am against churches or anything like that. I just do not think people take into consideration how things like that effect the "non-parents" population. I'd love to go, I just want my own child there!!!