ROUND TWO

Our journey begins once again. We had an appointment with the fertility office. This time things seem to be moving so fast. We went to get our IVF calendar on Monday 8/25 and they told me to start injections MONDAY night. A little problem. They should be more considerate and think about the situation, you bring me in, tell me to start meds the same day. Um, I don't have them!!!! Just an FYI - you can't just run and grab fertility medicine from Wal-mart. They come from a specialty pharmacy. As if the whole thing isn't frustrating and emotional enough for us, they also informed us that our payment must be made in full next Wednesday 9/3 (Happy Birthday Cary) IVF isn't cheap, thankfully insurance covered half of the first round, but we aren't so lucky this time. Things will work out I know! I'm just so frustrated and pissed off. It kills me knowing how hard we've tried for the past 8 years to have kids, then we get so excited when we were expecting the boys to have our hearts shattered at 22weeks when they were born. It's so unfair. Some people it just happens to so quickly, we are NOT those people. It's hard, but I can't get too angry at the irresponsible people in this world who get pregnant looking at someone and then don't want their babies or let other people raise their babies. I may need a Juno one day!

I'm way behind!!!

We got the boys marker in and it is beautiful!!! All that worrying for nothing.

Everyday is still hard. Somehow we manage.