Today

Time goes by so quickly but yet, seems to be slow. I'm still in a struggle with Braden and Brody's birth. I'm great one day and sad the next. Work has had me busy so I haven't had much time to think.

Today, I feel their birthday getting closer and wonder how I will handle it. I just realized April 12th is Easter this year. This will be a very difficult day for me and my family. I am still trying to come up with something special to do in remembrance of the twins on their birthday. I'd thought about having a picnic at their grave, releasing balloons with messages to them in it, there are different things to do. I want it to be special and make it a tradition.

Hopefully I'll come up with something good that will not make the day as difficult.